Goro Akechi (
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I'm a shapeshifter, chained down to my core
WHO: Akechi and Akira
WHERE: their Secret Place
WHEN: After new arrivals
WHAT: Loyalty quest, feat. gross mush.
WARNINGS: None
[ As much as he had made an effort to forget about it, Akechi couldn't quite let go of the events that had transpired the previous month-- of the memory Akira had shared with him, and lost forever in the process. Knowing about his childhood, getting to experience it first hand... that didn't bother him as much as the thought that it made them uneven, even if Akechi had shared something of his own at the time. It just wasn't enough. He felt... indebted, somehow.
The new month came with new possibilities, though-- new abilities, and perhaps a new chance to settle his score. Maybe it's time to use the Town's whimsies to his favor.
With his newly found (and possibly temporary) powers, Akechi has set off to decorate their secret place with flurries of cherry blossoms, vivid and fragrant and just as beautiful as they would be in a Japanese spring, and though the only trees in sight are the woods outside, the petals seem to sprout and shower from every nook and corner, almost like those brick walls were breathing them into life. Inside, he has also stored away some fruit and snacks for an indoors picnic-- this is as close as they're getting to a proper hanami, after all, so he wants to do it right.
(Maybe he wants to do more than flower viewing, too. Maybe, if the opportunity arises, he can truly show Akira how much he appreciates him and everything he's done.)
An invitation is slipped under Cafe Morgana's door, old fashioned and personal, and in that same evening, Akechi sets off again to their place to wait for Akira's arrival. ]
WHERE: their Secret Place
WHEN: After new arrivals
WHAT: Loyalty quest, feat. gross mush.
WARNINGS: None
[ As much as he had made an effort to forget about it, Akechi couldn't quite let go of the events that had transpired the previous month-- of the memory Akira had shared with him, and lost forever in the process. Knowing about his childhood, getting to experience it first hand... that didn't bother him as much as the thought that it made them uneven, even if Akechi had shared something of his own at the time. It just wasn't enough. He felt... indebted, somehow.
The new month came with new possibilities, though-- new abilities, and perhaps a new chance to settle his score. Maybe it's time to use the Town's whimsies to his favor.
With his newly found (and possibly temporary) powers, Akechi has set off to decorate their secret place with flurries of cherry blossoms, vivid and fragrant and just as beautiful as they would be in a Japanese spring, and though the only trees in sight are the woods outside, the petals seem to sprout and shower from every nook and corner, almost like those brick walls were breathing them into life. Inside, he has also stored away some fruit and snacks for an indoors picnic-- this is as close as they're getting to a proper hanami, after all, so he wants to do it right.
(Maybe he wants to do more than flower viewing, too. Maybe, if the opportunity arises, he can truly show Akira how much he appreciates him and everything he's done.)
An invitation is slipped under Cafe Morgana's door, old fashioned and personal, and in that same evening, Akechi sets off again to their place to wait for Akira's arrival. ]
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(Maybe it's because he's been given so much by now, that giving back doesn't feel like a missed opportunity. Shared affection is just as good, as long as it's genuine.) ]
Very well. [ Still, he can't help but chuckle a little at Akira's apparently offended antics. ] Just remember we can always switch later, if you'd like.
[ That said, Akechi scoots over and makes himself comfortable on his lap, the side of his face pressed on Akira's thighs as a content sigh escapes his lips. For as long as they've been dating, and for all they have done together, this feels... intimate, in a way that perhaps even sex doesn't.
He hopes he gets the chance to do this again, some other time. ]
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Your hair feels so soft...
[Which is probably an achievement in this place. Akira uses his nails to scratch lightly at his scalp for a moment before resuming his strokes.]
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I'm glad you think so. [ Another chuckle, the praise working as an added source of pleasure. ] It needs a bit of a cut, though. If it gets much longer, I might become an entirely different fairytale princess, haha...!
[ Okay, so maybe it would still take eons until his hair would be Rapunzel-like, but all exaggeration aside, the general sentiment is real. ]
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I'm not a hairstylist, but I could probably give it a trim.
[He's pretty sure he can at least manage making it shorter. How hard can that be, right?
Maybe he already has someone do that for him, but Akira wouldn't mind taking care of it for him. He likes taking care of Akechi, in more ways than one.]
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[ He laughs, still playing along with the theme and the joke. Sure, he wouldn't mind letting Akira cut his hair - he would rather like it, really - but that's an offer he'll be keeping for a later time. For now... ]
There's no way you could ever be evil, though.
[ For now, that topic is quickly derailing his train of thought into something less playful, edging closer to the darkest areas of Akechi's mind. Between the two of them, and despite his princely motif both as a detective and as a Persona user, Akechi is the one who's more likely to be the villain of a story-- in fact, he already is one. Not in fairytales, either.
But not Akira. Akira is... ]
No matter what, you would always be the hero.
[ He curls up a little, hand reaching out to rub circles on Akira's knee, idle and fond. ]
I know I can always rely on you to save me.
[ Probably from much more than just town curses. ]
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But regardless of what brought it on, Akira's answer is sure.]
Of course you can. I'll always be here for you.
[For the town's curses and monsters. And maybe for future curses and monsters, too, if fate is kind to them. And he's sure they'll face other trials too - he still has no idea how his friends will react to this, if they ever find out...
But it doesn't matter. All of that is for some other time. For now, he focuses on the feeling of Akechi's fingers on his knee, and his hair under his fingertips.]
But shouldn't you be saying that to me? [A light chuckle.] You're the prince right now, remember?
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It's just something that has been on the back of his mind lately, nagging at him even when he least expects it-- but especially so when he's around Akira. The warmth and happiness he feels when they're together, that real sense of safety and belonging that he can't remember experiencing since he was a child... It's enough to send him spiraling back to the days when Akira was the enemy, back when Akechi was determined to eliminate him like he was nothing more than a lifeless hurdle to overcome.
Just remembering all of that now, and thinking of everything he would have missed out on, if they hadn't been given this time... It fills him with dread and regret. ]
There's nothing wrong with showing appreciation for my princess, though, is there?
[ He huffs a weak laugh, trying to slip back into a more playful mood. It's surprisingly hard to do. ]
But, in that case-- [ He turns over in Akira's lap, eyes facing up. ] How about I make a solemn vow?
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[He repeats it quietly, curious. Of course, he knows of the quest that's gone up - he gave a vow to Lupin himself, after all - but he's surprised that it's suddenly coming up.
Although, after all they've been through, is it really that surprising?
Of course, Akechi hasn't even said anything to clarify, so he shouldn't jump to conclusions.]
What kind of vow?
[He can't help but glance at the glove on his other hand.]
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If I just tell you, it's going to lessen the impact of making it a solemn vow, in the first place.
[ So he laughs again, a little at Akira's cat-like curiosity, but mostly in anticipation of his plans. As much as he is somewhat nervous - even if he's playing it off like acting out the role of prince, as a means to ease himself into it - he can't deny the prospect is also... exciting. He always thought that having someone to protect would be a burden, a weakness holding him back, but now... ]
You'll have to trust me on this. Will you?
[ Now he understands that means having someone to protect him back. Someone to rely on. ]
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As if he didn't already have it.]
Of course. Always.
[And in this moment, it's honestly true.]
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Then I shall make sure to never break that trust.
[ As comfortable as he is in that lap, the gravity of his intentions calls for them to be on equal footing (metaphorically, even more so than literally) so Akechi hoists himself up to be on eye level with his boyfriend-- and even calling him that feels like so little, compared to what Akira truly means to him. He's so much more than someone to go on dates, or even get physical with, so much more than an important companion to fight his battles with... He who was handpicked by Fate as an enemy, but chose to stand by his side, to give him the love and affection the world had always denied him...
As much as Akechi is playing the role of prince to a damsel in distress, it is Akira who has been saving him all along.
His hands reach out to cup Akira's - not by chance, the one wearing the glove that held so much meaning to them - and he takes a minute to breathe and sort through his words, if his feelings can't as easily be organized. ]
No matter what this town might do to either of us, the things it might make us say and feel, or even whatever else that might try to tear us apart... Know that I will always come back to this place. To these feelings.
[ Even though there are more ghosts in his soul than just those born from town curses, even though his latent hate and jealousy will always fuel that dark side of him that he can't quite let go of... At the end of the day-- or week, month, however long it may take-- he feels, he knows in his heart that his love for Akira will be his guiding light.
(Even if one day it might be just a small, distant glimmer beckoning at blind eyes.)
He presses Akira's hands between his, forceful in his gesture to mirror the strength of his feelings. ]
I'll always remember what's real.
[ They are real, still. ]
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What comes might not be far off from what he was starting to expect, but it's still incredible to hear. How far they've come, from Akechi planning to kill him, to Akechi pledging to never break his trust, to always follow his feelings. It's a heavy promise, and yet it's one that he feels Akechi will keep - one he has kept, even before their feelings were so strong.]
...I know you will.
[It's a scant answer, but he hopes his eyes convey all the things he can't put into words, the warm feelings and the desire to never, ever let this end.]
I trust you... more than that, I trust the feelings between us. They'll never go away, no matter what life throws at us.
[Their hearts, their destinies are forever intertwined. It's clearer now than ever before.]
Bonds are the most powerful thing, after all. [A small smile.]
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Or at least, that's how it used to be. Lately, he can't help but notice Akira has been rubbing off on him in a positive way-- and Akechi hopes he, too, has been somewhat of a good influence on him.
And speaking of rubbing off on him-- ]
Bonds, huh?
[ He huffs a laugh, not at all surprised that Akira would bring this up. How many times have they had this type of conversation, anyway-- how many times has Akira tried to teach Akechi about the power of bonds, as the secret to his (their?) wildcard powers and as a life skill, away from any Personas at all... For the longest time, Akechi couldn't comprehend it, couldn't really accept that he was sorely lacking in the source of Akira's strength.
(In all honesty, he couldn't make any sense out of it, so he plain just couldn't believe it. However...) ]
Well. I'm not sure about bonds as a general notion.
[ He leans in closer and presses his forehead to Akira's, their hands still linked. ]
But, I do believe in this one.
[ (However, that, too, has begun to change.) ]
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Because we have the deepest kind of bond. One that can never be broken.
[A blood oath. The words from that mysterious, yet familiar voice float through his head. Yes, he'd had a blood oath with Akechi, even in that cursed future he fears so much. No matter what, it is always their destiny to have an unshakable connection.
But he much prefers this way of getting to it.]
One that lasts forever.
[And then he leans in the rest of the way, and kisses Akechi, soft, but passionate. Pouring all his emotions, all his gratitude and hope and maybe, hidden in it all, just a little fear as he falls further than ever.]
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He can hear it, too, the familiar voice whispering words he had never heard before, and the distant sound of chains. It's not menacing like the sound of incoming Death in Mementos, but rather, it's a warm balm washing over him, reaching deep into a part of his heart he never knew he had.
So this must be the strength of an unbreakable bond, huh?
Akechi meets the kiss with equal passion, one hand leaving the comfort of Akira's hold so it could touch his face instead, to feel more of him, to have him closer. He kisses him with abandon, with an urge to freeze this moment in time, knowing he doesn't want to ever let him go.
But, eventually, he does. ]
... Forever.
[ He repeats, a little short on breath, not from the kiss but from the heavy meaning layering their exchange. Once upon a time, he would think forever might be a very long time-- too long, enough to have him change his mind about a relationship that had been started on the premise of seizing the moment, nothing more. Not a fling, but unlikely to last, nonetheless.
Akechi leans back for a second, eyes on Akira's as his thumb continues to rub fond circles on his cheek. Smiling, always. ]
As long as I'm with you, even forever will feel too short.
[ Now, he feels like it will last beyond the boundaries of life itself. ]
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We just have to make it a wonderful forever.
[For whatever time they have, long or short, hard or easy. If they focus on that goal, of being happy, then... everything will be alright.]
Then for no matter what time we have... we can be happy.
[It will be true. They'll make it be true.]
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Don't be silly.
[ It sounds like he's gently chiding Akira, but it doubles as a reprimand at his own treacherous thoughts. All it takes is remembering the times they've spent together, the many hardships they have overcome, even the moments when they almost fell apart, and it all becomes clear to him. ]
The thematically appropriate answer would be, "we'll live happily ever after."
[ It's not a lie; he already is happy. ]
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A fairytale ending? Sounds perfect.
[Of course, so many fairytales end in tragedy, too. But right here, in this moment, he can believe theirs will be one of the happy ones.]
Then let's start our happily ever after right now. Right here.
[Possibly with more hair petting, and maybe a little something more. To demonstrate, he brushes a stray sakura petal out of Akechi's hair; they're still floating around, after all. His own hair is probably full of them by now...]
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And here I thought we had already started.
[ He chuckles, too, airy and fond, reinforcing the thought with words and actions. He's happy, right here and now, and for as long as he is by Akira's side. ]
But, since you brought it up...
[ He drapes both arms over Akira's shoulders, one hand mirroring the his gesture and brushing cherry blossoms off his frizzy hair. It's a bit of a shame, though; he looks cute like that. ]
What do you propose?
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[His eyes flutter closed a bit at the feeling of Akechi's fingers in his hair, a smile playing on his lips.]
Well... I think I was promised some time in your lap getting my hair petted too.
[He pulls back a little, lifting an eyebrow expectantly, the smile still there. That's what he meant, right?]
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... still, that doesn't mean he can't tease.
So he leans in again for another kiss, firm and a little demanding, with wet swipes of his tongue. Not overtly sexual, but maybe just enough to get Akira a little riled up. ]
If that is what you wish.
[ And because he's a piece of shit, he won't actually give Akira much of a choice, instead settling back on his knees and leaving his lap open and ready for a head of frizzy hair. ]
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Damn.
Though, it doesn't sound terrible. Far from it, it seems like it would be nice. There must be a reason why it's a cliche, after all.
So, without a word, he flops down into Akechi's lap, frizzy hair ready for attention.]
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Oh, well. While he's at it, might as well show off a little.
With a motion of his free hand and the help of his newly acquired powers, he summons another flurry of cherry blossoms, fresher and even more fragrant than before, painting the room pink. ]
How are you liking it, boyfriend?
[ Since, right now, he's the girlfriend and all. ]
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[More of the petals fall, and he watches them through half-lidded eyes, comfortable as Akechi strokes his hair. After a moment, he decides to ask about the petals.]
So this is the magic the curse gave you... Lot more interesting than mine. [He glances down at the dress and chuckles.] What story is this?
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[ And so to drive his point home, he lets his free hand wander over to Akira's torso, fingers idly playing with the fabric of his dress before switching over to gentle strokes. As much as he loves to tease, right now the gesture is affectionate, not meant to arouse him. There will be time for that later. ]
As for the story-- [ He takes a small pause, as he can't be completely sure about it. ] --I believe this might be Sakuya-hime, who is technically a goddess but still fitting with the theme.
[ If Akechi was going to be a princess, it figures he would go the extra mile, even if not by choice. ]
According to the legend, she met Ninigi on the seashore, where they fell in love. However, when he asked her father to marry her, he was offered her older sister instead, but declined. Since he refused the rock-princess, human lives are said to be short and fleeting, like the sakura blossoms, instead of enduring and long lasting, like stones.
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