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awashlogs2019-07-20 07:56 pm
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WHO: Shen Qingqiu, Luo Binghe
WHERE: Binghe's house in Ruga.
WHEN: Nowish?
WHAT: Meeting up because someone can't say no to an invite when offered.
WARNINGS: None yet.
[ Binghe would be a liar if he said he wasn't nervous. How could he not be? He's meeting up with his teacher, the one he saw only days ago back home! Only this time it's a whole lot stranger; this place is different and full of unique individuals and a few days has already felt like a few months. Now Binghe has his own house (somehow) and for the umpteenth time he gives the floor a quick sweep, glancing around to cast a critical eye over the whole thing. It looks clean, he's done nothing but dust and sweep the place to within an inch of his life yet even now Binghe wonders what he's forgotten. He even gives the simmering congee another stir, silently wondering just how badly this whole thing is going to go.
The track record of meetups between the pair of them these days is not the best. Twice Shen Qingqiu has died right in front of Luo Binghe and the third time was moments before arriving in this place, leaving his Shizun in the incapable hands of one so-called parental unit and a snake. That alone would have anyone nervous yet the gravity of it all is also a concern. Shen Qingqiu is from years ago, hasn't seen or heard a lot of the things that has happened. The half-demon knows it's not quite a second chance as nothing has truly changed, but it's an opportunity, a respite from the madness of their own world to try and figure everything out. Being on his best behaviour is an absolute requirement and not for the first time Binghe fusses with the sleeve of a robe, able to look as nervous as he feels whilst no-one else is around. Gone is the cold expression, replaced with a silent fretting that most could identity with.
Right, it's time to just wait, wait and see what happens. His fate is on an edge right now and Binghe quietly hopes it doesn't fall over that edge. Not again.
Without a word Binghe stands next to the door of his house, every so often peering a little out of the nearby window to keep an eye out for anyone walking up. Even then when someone knocks, Binghe will be sure to count to four before answering the door, not wanting to look like he was waiting like some forlorn prom date waiting for their partner.]
WHERE: Binghe's house in Ruga.
WHEN: Nowish?
WHAT: Meeting up because someone can't say no to an invite when offered.
WARNINGS: None yet.
[ Binghe would be a liar if he said he wasn't nervous. How could he not be? He's meeting up with his teacher, the one he saw only days ago back home! Only this time it's a whole lot stranger; this place is different and full of unique individuals and a few days has already felt like a few months. Now Binghe has his own house (somehow) and for the umpteenth time he gives the floor a quick sweep, glancing around to cast a critical eye over the whole thing. It looks clean, he's done nothing but dust and sweep the place to within an inch of his life yet even now Binghe wonders what he's forgotten. He even gives the simmering congee another stir, silently wondering just how badly this whole thing is going to go.
The track record of meetups between the pair of them these days is not the best. Twice Shen Qingqiu has died right in front of Luo Binghe and the third time was moments before arriving in this place, leaving his Shizun in the incapable hands of one so-called parental unit and a snake. That alone would have anyone nervous yet the gravity of it all is also a concern. Shen Qingqiu is from years ago, hasn't seen or heard a lot of the things that has happened. The half-demon knows it's not quite a second chance as nothing has truly changed, but it's an opportunity, a respite from the madness of their own world to try and figure everything out. Being on his best behaviour is an absolute requirement and not for the first time Binghe fusses with the sleeve of a robe, able to look as nervous as he feels whilst no-one else is around. Gone is the cold expression, replaced with a silent fretting that most could identity with.
Right, it's time to just wait, wait and see what happens. His fate is on an edge right now and Binghe quietly hopes it doesn't fall over that edge. Not again.
Without a word Binghe stands next to the door of his house, every so often peering a little out of the nearby window to keep an eye out for anyone walking up. Even then when someone knocks, Binghe will be sure to count to four before answering the door, not wanting to look like he was waiting like some forlorn prom date waiting for their partner.]
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He has to swallow back a mouthful of blood. Shen Qingqiu honestly feels his whole body go tense. Of course, there is something I need to apologize for! In his mind, his eyes are wide and sweat is rolling down his face. He cannot understand why it is that Luo Binghe is acting so --
-- could it be that reason!? It's because Luo Binghe enjoys playing around with him? That he thinks that it is funny to act proper with him when in truth he finds his very presence to be disgusting and untolerable?!
His hand lifts to gently rest it over his mouth. Right, right. If I admit right now that there is something that I wish to apologize for, it means that he has me. He can then say that he could exact any sort of punishment that he wants to make up for it, since I want to apologize. ]
If Luo Binghe does not think I need to apologize, then I do not need to do so.
[ Which is to say?! He doesn't forgive him at all!?
Shen Qingqiu doesn't know what the correct answer would be! He feels any answer would be the worst one. His expression, at least, is able to stay serene and calm while he is trembling all over on the inside about this whole situation. Luo Binghe probably is beyond mad! Beyond angry! The idea that I even ate food that he created ... food that is usually reserved for his wives... he probably thinks that I think I'm full of myself! ]
No, that is wrong. I do apologize for having you go out of your way for this teacher.
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Which is why when his teacher mentions going out of his way, Luo Binghe simply shakes his head. ]
There has been no going out of the way.
[ Still, he's not going to tell Shen Qingqiu to not apologise; if it's something the other feels he has to say then so be it. Luo Binghe lapses into silence, wondering just what he's meant to be doing. This place is apparently about building bonds with people? Restoring colour? Yet here he is barely able to hold a conversation with his own teacher! That and said teacher is starting to look unwell to boot.
The topic needs to change. Even Luo Binghe can tell that this whole thing is going nowhere and eventually it will end up with Shen Qingqiu making a run for it. ]
Hm. This place is strange and the people within it are stranger still. Does Shizun like it here?
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Shen Qingqiu cannot understand it. Of course, this is going far, far out of his way. it is just he cannot understand why. For what reason? It isn't like Luo Binghe is a fan of poison -- and he just got over his poisoned state, thank you! So, what is the deal. He fears asking outright because it will end in tragedy if he does. Why? Why does it have to be this way? ]
I don't mind it. [ He is, at least, very grateful for the change in topic. He wonders why so much consideration is being given to him. Ah, because Luo Binghe knows how frightened he is on the inside and just likes showing how much control he has over the entire situation. Makes sense! ]
It is a place that fosters bonds with others. It's one that allows for change to happen through the efforts of the people rather than one. I cannot help but appreciate it. [ But he is too nervous to say that he has many that he considers friends, since he worries that's painting a target on their back! Luo Binghe asked before, and while he thinks fond on them, he knows that they'll turn their back on him as soon as Luo Binghe talks to them! So! That's that!! ]