[ Is that it? Is that all you can muster in your head?
He realizes that his entire brain is crying and he can't do anything about it. But he thinks that he should attempt to say something better than, "Hey, from the bottom of my heart, my bad."
Just thinking that he nearly blurted something like that out makes him lose at least ten years of his life! He just wants to properly say that he didn't want to do it, that he has been feeling guilty about sacrificing Luo Binghe's happiness for his own life. But the happiness he felt with Shen Qingqiu is nothing compared to what is going to come -- wives, power, titles!
But if he words it like that, it sounds like he's doing him a favor! How is that a favor?! It absolutely can't be seen as one! Even if things worked out the way that they worked out, it doesn't mean that it wasn't a shit thing to do, okay?! ]
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He realizes that his entire brain is crying and he can't do anything about it. But he thinks that he should attempt to say something better than, "Hey, from the bottom of my heart, my bad."
Just thinking that he nearly blurted something like that out makes him lose at least ten years of his life! He just wants to properly say that he didn't want to do it, that he has been feeling guilty about sacrificing Luo Binghe's happiness for his own life. But the happiness he felt with Shen Qingqiu is nothing compared to what is going to come -- wives, power, titles!
But if he words it like that, it sounds like he's doing him a favor! How is that a favor?! It absolutely can't be seen as one! Even if things worked out the way that they worked out, it doesn't mean that it wasn't a shit thing to do, okay?! ]